I'm not a boy

boys don't cry

boys are not supposed to cry

cry is just for woman

I have try everything to block my feelings

everything

from watching russell peters, joking with my friend, watching movies and else

but now I lose to a song

song that I used to love it so much

I used to love the song because it is good to hear, have a nice video clip

and know I realize the true meaning of this song

shit shit shit

I drop my tears

I can't stop it

it continue to flow to my cheeks

I know it's not right

I'm sure I picked the best decision

I can't keep her forever

she has her own life

she must continue her life, even without me

who am I ?

who am I ?

who am I ?

I'm nobody to her

I just make her suffer from time to time

I didn't treat her well

forgive me

please forgive me

please forgive me

please forgive me

I don't want to be such an egoistic guy

but now I realize that she is so important to me

I just waste her when she's mine

but now . . . . . . ..

it just to late

when she love me I waste her

but now . . . . ..

just between few hour since I say the word

I cry

I'm just a weak person

weak

weak

weak

scared

god please help me

I'm just a little man

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I can't do anything

I just want her to be happy

I want to choose what is best for her

I just want . . .









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sayonara